My life.

**Joey came and visited me <3***


So I graduated from Beverly Hills High School. Its weird, I feel like I've accomplished so much, and when I think about it, the only thing I've done is graduated high school.

I'm glad I'm moving on, growing up and moving to greater things.

I live in a beautiful home with my beautiful adopted family. This summer: Europe in 2 weeks and maybe a possible trip to Japan? We'll see. I'm so that I found people who really love me and are willing to take care of me. I'm so blessed. Dont know how I got so lucky....get it? Got LUCKY? nevermind.

Meanwhile, life in a hotel is wonderful. Free gym and spa with pool, I feel like the fat and skinny twins on the Disney channel.


***UPDATE!!!:: heres my new boyfriend Justin****

Merry Christmas everyone and I hope we can bring in the new year/ new decade with higher hopes for the future. I don't know about everyone else but next year is going to be huge for me. I'm gunna start college and I'll be making my way towards adulthood...whatever the fuck that means.

Happy times for everyone.

And good luck for next year.

Loca Camera Whore.

After everyone ditched me...I was bored and when photobooth crazy!

my Baby Jesus and Mother MaryJane

Biting-Cheeks syndrome

Sexs on daikon-ashi!!!!!

Just for Princess Angel <3

 

"I'm willing LORD!!"

"Kiss me you fooL!"

Nobody expects the Spanish inquisition!!!

on further note:

PTL LOL, Praise the lord Lots of Love!

Oooh the pain of rejection and Abandonment.

I'm normally a very tough girl. I've had a fairly unique life with it's own ups and mostly downs. Therefore I know how to handle myself in teary situations.

I dunno, something about being rejected and abandoned seriously gets to me.

I had plans to go see Harry Potter with some of my closest friends. And, because I haven't seen them in a while, I was really really looking forward to it (plus the possibility of see Voldie Voldemortis totally got me excited!!). They of course HAD to flake on me because their oh so pressing lives just needed their extreme attention.

okay, fuck you, but still, Im fine. Things like this happen all the time I'm used to it.

Its Alysha's birthday on Saturday, but I'm not really going to be able to see her, so I decided to make a cake for her, Sharon says she's coming over. So I make an exquisite "Molten Chocolate Cake with a Raspberry Glaze served with a Dollop of Whip cream" one of my own creations, and stick a pizza in the oven.
I'm laying out on the pool when Sharon calls me three hours later to tell me that they aren't going to make it. Seriously? Well of course I try to stay cool, the calm and collected person that I am...but that really hurt.

I kinda lost it. Here I was, Abandoned by 4+ people, with a massive Molten Chocolate Cake with a Raspberry Glaze served with a Dollop of Whip cream and a large pizza, feeling utterly heart broken. I guess when your rejected by the people that are closest to you it hurts more. That, and the pain of not being able to see Dumbledore and Voldemort get it on in I-fucking-MAX!!!!
I'm not that tough, especially when it comes to people I love leaving me. Ooooh the issues with rejection, abandonment, commitment, and the list goes on and on and on and...seriously, will the fucking list ever stop!!!????

Sucks. Whatever. Those bitches can rot in hell while I feast on Molten Chocolate Cake with a Raspberry Glaze served with a Dollop of Whip Cream for all I care....I know...eating disorder.

but at least I ate OUTSIDE!!!! buwahahahaha.

here is a sexy pic of VOLDEMORT!


"DUMBLEDORE COMETH!!!!"...can someone draw a penis for him?? He looks hungry!

Mi-ho-eH-ho

My darling Alysha doesn't believe me when I tell her I don't have stage fright.
She also doesn't believe me when I tell her I've been performing on stage (although to the greatest of my embarrassment) since i was like 4 years old.

Shes starring in a production of the Music Man. I'm trying to help her get the part of Professor Harold Hill because having the role of a man on stage is one of the most rewarding parts of being a performer. Its about the complete and ultimate performance.
I should know this because I've never got to be a woman in anything that I've ever done (MELINDA AND KAREN!! VENGEANCE SHALL BE MINE YOU TINY LITTLE GIRLS!!! JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE SMALLER THAN ME YOU GOT TO BE THE PRINCESS OR THE VIRGIN MARY, WELL GUESS WHAT? fuck it, you guys didnt get any lines! so there! put that in your juice box and suck on it!)


Instead, the roles of KNIGHT, JOSEPH, and BLIND BOY have gone into my resume, oh, not to mention the spectacular voice over work that I've done as JULIAN (or pubescent chibi-lover) and I am happy to say, I actually got lines!!!

So even though Alysha wants to be Madame Librarian, I have to keep reminding her that Marian only gets a few lines...and like one Beatles song. No, Harold Hill is the name to go with.

I shall now go into a corner and try to forget the deadfull dancing outfits that we spent hours looking for in Shibuya (hem hem, thanks to a certain someone...and MELINDA!!! WHy DID YOU KEEP STEPPING ON HER SHOES!!!) I shall try to right the wrongs of my childhood-pink frills and camel toe granny pants, with sparkling black "angel" wing shirts that were too small and did nothing to boost my already beaten down self esteem while dancing next to vesna and MELINDA!!!) grrr... thanks Amanda for sharing in similar body types (even though you had bigger knockers) . I never would have made it without you. sob, sob,

Summer really is turning me into a crazy person! teehee. :D MELINDA! I have a score to settle with you!

you better work!

we were fat and proud, and we didnt even need TYRA! those were the days.

Indie Day

 Happy Fourth of July, ya'll 

aint it great to be an American on this patriotic day? it's great. and to all you ppl in Japan --Hahahahaha!!!! I'm an American! your a frikin' singaporean-indonisian-chinese-crackpot-korean or whatever the fuck you are!!!

we spent the entire day at the beach, and as usual, I ended up looking like a lobster. I never seem to learn my lesson about the beach. Beach trips 101 "reapply sunscreen every other hour" 

shit happens when you stay in the sun for over 14 hours

god bless us everyone