Save the Savior

Here's a little something I wrote the other day during Bio 2nd Period

Save The Savior

So much for deliverance, right, angel
Save the savior, she cried
But as she bowed her head and stared at the sky

She left me alone
Left me to die

Judas has nothing on you, babe
But I guess it's not as easy as we thought it would be
The bastard was bound to falter
When even love couldn't erase that scar
On your wrist or in the stars
Or in the sacrifice I'm leaving at the altar

I still think about the nights
Living warm inside of you
Never wanting to say goodbye
Now all I can say is, God have mercy on my crime
The sweetness of the flowers always fades with time
Just like you

Im so weird...

Yesterday I was feeling all depressed abut my sick ass and body, I took a sharpie and traced all the spots that I want removed. You know, like those plastic surgeons do? anyway...I was doing this to myself when I realized something! P!NG~ The more I obsessed about how fat I looked the more I started to look fatter. Nobody really cares how fat I am, it's how much I care about it that makes them know how much they should care about it.
Tyra was right, worrying about it doesn't make it any better.

But at the same time, it's un-natural to be fat. There is no such things as naturally fat animals or naturally obese anything. So all that bullcrap about being happy with the body you were born with and what god gave you or anything else is bull-fucking-shit. No one is born with a fat body, everyone is born as fucking babies, tiny little things. Therefore, the only people you could possibly blame for your fatness is yourself...and maybe your parents.

So a message to all us fatties out there (that includes anyone who is over weight, has high blood pressure, and has anything remotely fat going on with your bodies [this includes me]). QUIT FUCKING SCREWING WITH NATURE! YOU ARE A HAZARD TO THE ECOSYSTEM! GO FUCK YOURSELF!

alright, im heading out to do just that and write an essay about the Cold War.

Quote~

"When life hands you Lemons,

Fuck the lemons and move on with your goddamn life!"

Snowboarding!

Yay! Im finally going snowboarding! I promised myself that I would go before winter ended, and although technically it's spring, mountains are always snowing.
my bff Kara invited me and some other peeps to all go to Big Bear to snowboard tomorrow. sooo excited, i haven't gone in years!
Im going to come back with a bruised butt! wish me luck!

Blame it on the eeeeccconnnommmy!!!!

Damn, i cant find a ucking job! nowadays, i blame everything on the economy.
"I got an on my Bio test. Fuck the economy!"
"I stubbed my toe in the hallway, fuck the economy!!"
"There's not going to be a new episode of Lost untill next week?? Fuck the fuckitty fuck fuck recession!!"

Obama help me!! there must be someway that everyone will shut the fuck up about the goddamn economy! I'm so fucking sick of it! yeah, you'll lose your jobs and everything you own. wtf!? cant we all just be happy? is it really too much to ask.
whatever. I dont really care. we're all gunna die one day or another.

and on that note, goodnight

Beautiful Song, Beautiful Man

I think I'm in love with Thom York. Isn't he amazing? and the music he makes is so beautiful and meaningful. Just listen to this song.

RadioHead- No Surprises

OMG!!!

The lost episode from last night was the best one for the season!!!!! YAY!!! Sawyer was just too sweet I love him. and that final scene where he finally meets Kate, oh my fucking god! hair blowing in the wind, that nice Lost music playing, a great directional choice for my Sawyer.

to tell you the truth, I dont really like the whole Oceanic 6. I'm so sick of all of them, even Jack. He's not sexy when he's not on the island and even then, he's just an uptight little turd. I hate crazy Hurley, and Kate just needs to work some of her issues out, Sayid is also crazy, Ben is a fucker, Locke is a tool, and Sun....whatever she shouldn't have came back.

I'm starting to get the whole Lost time warp thing. I used to think it was total bullcrap but now they've turned me into a believer.

I'm such a geek....

P.S. I actually like that Sawyer is with Juliet. They match. Kate should stay with Jack. They can be uptight little turds together! Yipeeee! can't wait for next week!

P.P.S. Ang, did you see the premiere of ANTM? So fucking Lame! Tyra needs to return to planet Mars where she came from and take her ugly model bitches with her!!!