Dating bullshit.

**I love Jeggings*

Why are there specific rules to abide by when you're dating? Its like you have to put on this persona when you're dating because what? You're scared whoever this loser is might see who you really are? And by you, of course I mean me, and by loser I mean...loser.

Whatevs. I'm not going to pretend to be this perfect girl, who ever that may be. I'm not going to laugh at your jokes if they're not funny, I'm not going eat a salad if I'm hungry for tacos, I'm not going have a diet soda when what I want is a beer, and I'm definitely not PRETENDING to be hard to get.

Its not a game.

I'm not a Stepford wife or a sorority girl (I told this sorority girl I was pagan and she said, "Don't you miss eating meat?" Pagan honey, not vegan.) I'm crass,I'm weird, I have a fucked up sense of humor, and I dress like an out-of-towner.

I wish I could say I was the bitch with the skinny legs. I'm not.

Anyways, this is all sounding very egotistical and critical. I'm going to go focus on my breathing while thinking about unicorns and waterlilies. Ta.

2011

Another year over.
I'm really excited for this year. For once in my life my New Years resolution (not that I ever really made one seriously) isn't "to lose weight" or "learn more bible versus" ....obviously they never meant much to me.

THis year I'm just living life, whatever way I see fit. Yup, only 2 more years till the world comes to an end (2012 is on its way. Just incase you don't know whats going to happen in 2012 go watch the movie. Its ALL TRUE!!) and I think everyday should be lived to hte fullest.

I'm not going to be pressured into doing anything I dont want to do.

Happy New Year, I hope this next one is better than the last! and its gunna be awesome. <3