I'm normally a very tough girl. I've had a fairly unique life with it's own ups and mostly downs. Therefore I know how to handle myself in teary situations.
I dunno, something about being rejected and abandoned seriously gets to me.
I had plans to go see Harry Potter with some of my closest friends. And, because I haven't seen them in a while, I was really really looking forward to it (plus the possibility of see Voldie Voldemortis totally got me excited!!). They of course HAD to flake on me because their oh so pressing lives just needed their extreme attention.
okay, fuck you, but still, Im fine. Things like this happen all the time I'm used to it.
Its Alysha's birthday on Saturday, but I'm not really going to be able to see her, so I decided to make a cake for her, Sharon says she's coming over. So I make an exquisite "Molten Chocolate Cake with a Raspberry Glaze served with a Dollop of Whip cream" one of my own creations, and stick a pizza in the oven.
I'm laying out on the pool when Sharon calls me three hours later to tell me that they aren't going to make it. Seriously? Well of course I try to stay cool, the calm and collected person that I am...but that really hurt.
I kinda lost it. Here I was, Abandoned by 4+ people, with a massive Molten Chocolate Cake with a Raspberry Glaze served with a Dollop of Whip cream and a large pizza, feeling utterly heart broken. I guess when your rejected by the people that are closest to you it hurts more. That, and the pain of not being able to see Dumbledore and Voldemort get it on in I-fucking-MAX!!!!
I'm not that tough, especially when it comes to people I love leaving me. Ooooh the issues with rejection, abandonment, commitment, and the list goes on and on and on and...seriously, will the fucking list ever stop!!!????
Sucks. Whatever. Those bitches can rot in hell while I feast on Molten Chocolate Cake with a Raspberry Glaze served with a Dollop of Whip Cream for all I care....I know...eating disorder.
but at least I ate OUTSIDE!!!! buwahahahaha.
here is a sexy pic of VOLDEMORT!
"DUMBLEDORE COMETH!!!!"...can someone draw a penis for him?? He looks hungry!
3 comments:
i hate it when people flake on you. expecially when you adjust your whole fucking day around that event. Sometimes i find people to be selfish for just blurting out random things or ideas that their never going to stick with. They have no idea the stress and inconvinience it causes others. It pisses me off. I miss you madi. I wish i was in that house with you right now eating your amazing chocolate cake. Your the only one who apreciates voldie voltimortus as much as me. we were definatly meant to see hawy potty together. I can't believe u were gonna ditch me for your friends on that movie. I miss you tonz!! i find it hard to sleep without you. isnt that weird?
I know! when people flake on you, and all your plans for the day are ruined, and then they expect you to not get mad about it???
stupid idiots.
I heard the movie was really good, soooo....probably gunna go see it Saturday or sunday, but I cant imagine watching it without you cuz no one is going to get any joke i make..:(
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