Bark Bark

This bitch is craaaazy!! Milla Jovovich...singing/

skip to around 3:15...it's....interesting

Milla Jovovich: There aint no God for Dogs

Taurus

So I looked up Taurus traits on Wikipedia, and all though this isn't precisly accurate, I think this discribes me to the tee. Nyahahahah!

"Many astrologers believe that each of the zodiac signs has identifiable physical traits. Individuals born under the sign of Taurus will tend to have a full, often long face, square jaw, small ears, a fairly large, dimpled chin, sometimes prominent foreheads, a short or pointy and turned-up nose, large and expressive eyes, opaque, light skin, an often pale complexion, full and well-shaped lips, small and even teeth, and thick, often curly hair. Many astrologers believe Taurus to be very good looking individuals. They are thought by some to usually be above average height and the women often possess a voluptuous figure, a swan neck and Grecian nose."

Thank you thank you!!! Taurus' are also expressive actors and musicians. I totally agree. Me and my singing career are doing greeeaaat, btw.

cheers

Alysha, my darling

look how pretty she is!!! So gorgeous!

Ang's song

She probably liked it because it was so "Rebellious" either that, or this is the wrong song.
Here ya go, Ang.

Mistakes

Everyone knows that I was a mistake baby. I mean, who isn't..but still. Me, more so than you.
I was suppose to be a guy. I know that I would have made a kickk AsS dude. I would probably have been fairly good looking too...

This is ME + David Beckham with an f***ing turban,.

Even tho this is totally sexist, girls are just really NOT cool. There is really nothing that is cool about chics.
Whose ever heard of a girl rockstar??? or even just a girl singer/song writer?? They are complete crap!!!! I'm sorry, but unless you want to be Celine, Britney, or Sarah Mclachlan, to name a few, there's nothing for you to be.
Remember this: THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS THE FEMALE VERSION OF MICK JAGGAR!!!

thats just totally aweful. I'm afraid I will have to undergo surgery if I want to truely live my dreams.
So don't ever ask me what I want to do with my life.

Shanti~

El Musica

I'm thinking of turning this blog into a music/entertainment blog about different things I like. not like there's anything else going on in my life.

I've just gotten freshly addicted to this song:

Behind the Sea --Panic at the Disco

I happen to be computer illitarate and I have a hard time finding those little music player things that I love so much. Just satisfy yourselves with looking it up on your own. I have no time for you anyway.

Mad as Strawberries

So we used to play this game that was called "Guess the meaning of this Beatles' song" where we had this little book full of Beatles songs and we'd try to put our own intepretation on the lyrics. Most of the songs were about Love and Drugs, everybody knows that, but still.
It's fun to see what people come up with. I always opted for the "tortured soul" bit. But it's hard not to enter into that trippy place of love and peace when listening to a Beatles song. That's why I always play them over and over again when I'm feeling depressed.

" Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out,
It doesn't matter much to me " --Strawberry Fields Forever, The Beatles

I just love that part in the song.


inspiration for a strawberry cruciatus photoshoot with Ang. :D

In the Shadowplay acting out your own death

I happen to love the Killer's cover of the Joy Division song, Shadowplay.
And I think the Music Video is genius!!! I love how the guy playing Ian Curtis starts dancing. it's so cute

Olympians

If only we had TV, I would be watching the Olympics right now. Instead, I'm constantly going to the Yahoo Home page and watching the Medal count. USA is currently at 20 medals and Japan is at 5.
Come on!!!! You gotta work harder than that Japan!!! put your backs into it! dont let the Yankees beat the crap out of you!!!

on other news. I'm decided that I have to go see the Dark Knight no matter what. Sharon doesnt want to see it, and all my friends have already seen it. This sucks!! I dont want to go see it alone, but i want to see Christian Bale and Heath Ledger in all their glory. I have to have it!!!
we'll see what happens.

Uncertainty

I had a job interview at Abercrombie today, but I chickened out of it.
I didnt have anything to wear, I was having a bad hair day, i was starving, and I didn't have any means of getting there.
I'm so like that. If one little thing goes wrong, I'll stop. I'm afraid of failure. it scares me to bits.

I got online later and this was my horoscope:

Taurus: Uncertainty will only encourage you to be moody, today, so nail down plans early.

...and I didn't nail down those plans.
Arg! I hate myself!!!!
fuck it, I'll try again next week.

Exploitation!!!!!

PASTE THIS URL ONTO YOUR BROWSER!!!!!!

http://www.v-s-p.net/model.php?id=1236&p=1&model_type=0&model_nationality=&hair_color=0&eyes_color=0&sort_by=0

...if you dare!

p.s. due to technical problems, i wasnt able to make it a link!

tee hee~

A message to those Christian Rock :( people

I'm finding out that a few of the bands that I've liked in the passed actually are "Christian Rock" bands. I'm sorry but that totally puts a wet rag on everything! Who the hell wants to listen to a song that is about loving some dead guy?
I know I don't like it.
And I know that it's all up to the listener's interpretation of the music and what ever, but seriously!!! Coouldn't they just keep their un-dying love for this dude a secret? It's scientfically proven that the mention of Jesus Christ in songs gather's very negative responses.
And if these bands knew what was good for their career, they wouldn't mention it. Only crazy people living in Idaho appreciate that kinda music.
Basically, the general public (a.k.a. ME) is more interested in Sadistic hatful music, so please! stick a cork in it!

Hawaii - "for your viewing pleasure" teehheee

Here;s some pics from our trip. I'd post more, believe me there's tons, but it takes so goddamn long! so yeah, maybe some other time when I feel in the mood.

disclaimer: do not be shocked at how fat I am. I'm working on it, mmmmkay??


Me and Alysha at the Hilton
She loooooved the dolphins! soooo cute!

wow...I look like a coww riding on a horse... that's something you dont see everyday!

So pretty! I really killed my hair with all the sea water and clorine. it's usually not that freaky

okay, I'll try and post more later

I'm Back!!

okay, i'm finally back. that was the best Vaca ever. I will actually post pics later/