Im so weird...

Yesterday I was feeling all depressed abut my sick ass and body, I took a sharpie and traced all the spots that I want removed. You know, like those plastic surgeons do? anyway...I was doing this to myself when I realized something! P!NG~ The more I obsessed about how fat I looked the more I started to look fatter. Nobody really cares how fat I am, it's how much I care about it that makes them know how much they should care about it.
Tyra was right, worrying about it doesn't make it any better.

But at the same time, it's un-natural to be fat. There is no such things as naturally fat animals or naturally obese anything. So all that bullcrap about being happy with the body you were born with and what god gave you or anything else is bull-fucking-shit. No one is born with a fat body, everyone is born as fucking babies, tiny little things. Therefore, the only people you could possibly blame for your fatness is yourself...and maybe your parents.

So a message to all us fatties out there (that includes anyone who is over weight, has high blood pressure, and has anything remotely fat going on with your bodies [this includes me]). QUIT FUCKING SCREWING WITH NATURE! YOU ARE A HAZARD TO THE ECOSYSTEM! GO FUCK YOURSELF!

alright, im heading out to do just that and write an essay about the Cold War.