prom.

Never thought the day would come when I would be able to go to my very own senior prom.

Well, people. That day is tomorrow.

I know its cliche, but I'm super excited. I got a dress (a red one), shoes (sparkling ones), and we're all riding in a LIMO to the SHeraton hotel!!!

Please pray that I don't bust out any Josey Grossey bullshit, or go Carrie on everyones asses, or a She's All That or 10 Things I Hate About You. Or whatever other high school prom nightmares from the 90s.

Its gunna be fun!

Chuck klosterman is my kind of genius. Great writer.

Anyways I've been revisiting old memories with movies we used to watch. Gone with the wind, bedazzled, man of lamancha.

That's all.

Less than 6 weeks till graduation!!!!!

act naturally

Finally found a nice white boy to settle down with.

I think ill be okay...

Done...

I'm over it... It was just too easy!

I got what I wanted and because it was so easy I'm over it.

When I look at him I don't see him the way I used to. All I see now is someone I deeply love as a friend. I know of instances where it works the other way. Friend to something moRe. For me its friend to something more and back to friend. I think our friendship is stronger now...

Anyways, enough about that.

PROMMMMM!!! So ya I'm such a loser that I can't even find a goddamn date. Actually I can, I'm just too goddamn independent. I'm gunna cruise solo or go with my lesbian girl friend. :)

That damn Justine bieber song.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

When he's with HER ...I can't stop thinking about him.

When he's with ME ... I wish I was somewhere else.

But at the same time, I like the thing we have.
Is that wrong?

It's like that one justin bieber song. Pft. Not like I listen to Justin bieber and have all of his songs on my iPod.
It's not like that at ALL! But Justin just knows how I feel!

Oh high school drama.

Chicks and Bitches

My life is like a fucking chick flick right  now. 

Boy meets girl, boy likes girl, girl was in a separate relationship with boy's bff so girl can't be with boy, boy still likes girl but gives up to be with another skank.... 

Uhhh....breathe. 

Now girl can't stop thinking about boy...

What the fuck!  

We broke up.

Rephrase.

I dumped him.

Art show

I just submitted two art pieces into the student art show.
I dont care that they are there, I just want to win the award and I know I will. I told that to my art teacher Mr. Federman and when he gave me a weird look I said:

"Yeah, im a narcisistic bastard."

Whatever, I dont really like art that much. He thinks I should go to art school and I said HELL no.

But I really like the pieces I did. One Beatles montage and a gladiator/dominatrix paining.

my first art show since I had my TREE EATING TIGER in the Mitaka show. fun fun.

p.s. Im on a computer at the library, therefore am able to make blog posts!

DONATE A COMPUTER TO MJ!!!!!!

Hurt

*cute~*
Now that Ive been more involved in film , (Yes, Ive officially complete 2 short screenplays and beginning to develop my first student film) I actually paid close attention to the Oscars.
I watched all the nominated films and tried to stay on board with the shorts, documentaries, and independents.
I am so proud that Kathryn Bigelow won for best director. The Hurt Locker is a masterpiece in its self. It depicts perfectly and in a justified manner the situation in Iraq without overwhelming its viewers. Everything about that movie is superb, editing, cinematography, sound, and lighting. The art direction is nothing short of spectacular, I felt like I was in Iraq. I cant imagine how they did it with such a low budget.
and to all you haters, AVATAR SUCKS! thats right, Im a motherflippin hypocrite!

p.s. Sandra Bullock is a terrible actress!!!!

TYRA

I met Tyra Banks at work today.
I can officially say that I can die happy. Tyra frigging Banks told me that I had pretty eyes and bought cupcakes and lemonade from me.
I take back everything I said about her looking like a tranny. That woman is beautiful. She looks great and she was wearing no makeup and sweats. Thats someone I admire. She may be two faced, but damn, she knows how to rock a pair of sweats and I accept her as my hero.
Anyone who can wear sweat pants and not give a shit is good in my book.

TYRA!!!!!